Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
Monday, March 19, 2012 / 4:46 PM
At times I don't understand their reasons of being like that. I mean why must you be so over demanding and also control me as if I'm a robot. I'm a human and I'm old enough to do what I like. I try my very best to not spend so much, Even through I saw somethings that I really like and want to buy them. I actually didn't get it. I can't believe I actually would do that. Just because of them. I really like those items and I 'm also in need of them. Yet because of them, I rather save the money then to spend it on myself. I hate being the only child. Almost everything is on me.
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
Wednesday, February 8, 2012 / 3:50 AM
I don't know wherther am I on the right path. I feel lost at some point in time. I don't know who should I really listen to. Many people are giving me advise to be heartless towards them. But when I think about I can't really be too hash on them but if I'm not. I'll be the one suffering. I'm stuck in a dilemma at this current moment. Thinking of myself first before them seems like a right path for me since I'm the one rightful for it as I worked hard for it. But I do give them a little to get the ends meet. I guess I'm doing the right things for now.
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 / 11:47 PM
I'm surprise that I'm actually quite bothered by the fact that I'm ask not work in the kitchen for tomorrow and work outside doing service. Even through working in kitchen is tough but it's enjoyable and don't have to put a mask. I don't have to face annoying customers. I really dislike working as a waitress but I don't really have a choice. How I wish that I can be like other normal teenagers. They work is to earn a little extra pocket money and to gain working experience. I'm working to support the family. I have to work long hours as to earn more money. Even how tired I am. I have to do it. Sometimes I really wish I'm not in this family. I don't have to work so hard for something. I can just get something by asking my parents. I can't do that my parents aren't supporting me much. My family too isn't really supportive of me because of my parents. I really hate the life I'm in. Besides my friends and some of my cousins, I don't actually have anyone that would give me their support or be there for me. I'm just praying and hoping that my O level result would help me for a better future. I don't have to worry about things that are not my age to worry about.
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
/ 11:46 PM
Stuffs that i planned in my head, don't really seems to happen in reality. The way I imagine my days after Os seem really relax. But I was wrong. Ever since the beginning of this month, I started to work. My life is only mainly about going to work and giving tuition on my off days. I kinda neglected my friends. Which made me feel really bad about it. I'm glad that my friends do understand. I'm really thankful about it. I'm trying to make time for my friends and myself. I'll also trying my best to earn enough money so that things will go smoothly at home. Working is not just for experience and earn a little extra pocket money but it's for me to actually help my family out. As our current situation isn't very bright. Hope that the storm that I'm in would be over soon and a beautiful rainbow would appear.
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
/ 5:59 PM
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
Saturday, February 26, 2011 / 6:05 PM
It has been a while since I last blog. I'm finally 16... It was the best, celebrated my birthday first with my art friends, secondly with DMC and last with my parents. But a part was hoping that they would celebrate with me or remember that it was my birthday. But it is better then what i expected... Thank you everyone that made an effort to remember and also celebrate my birthday. It is very sweet. It is the best birthday i ever had. Really thank you all everything, you guys did for me. Well towards the end of last month was the best time of my life. I went to Super junior Super Show 3 for not one but two nights. I only need two words describe the two shows it was damn awesome. I can't believe it that I got to see them up close and I managed to catch sungmin's water bottle when he threw it to the fans on the second night. I'm so happy and spazzing a lot that I caught it. If it was yesung's bottle I would just maybe faint... Or maybe I won't faint but just hyperventilate and spazz even more. :D
Dreams ..
It may be unreal.
But they make us more human:
Friday, December 17, 2010 / 3:00 PM
I have abandon my blog for months, not really months but you get it, haven't been updating it. So sorry blog, I'm have become a twitter addict, twitter seems more fun then blog nowadays. But I'm trying my best to keep this blog alive..
Went to Mnet concert like the beginning of this month... it was crapy in the morning due to the queuing thing but the concert was one word HIGH... i was so high that i didn't even took any fancam but it was worth it... I got MBLAQ's autograph... YAH!!!!! I manage to shake hands with all of them except Seungho as he was the first and the guard was next to him... His hand was already out to shake my hand but the guard push me away saying no hand shake please.. but never mind that... at least it was not Lee Joon, Mir or Thunder.. G.O was really damn friendly and polite... Mir laugh at my mistake as i say handsome and delicious to him in korean.. As this two words sound the same in korean... His laugh was super cute.... I can't wait in a few days time i'm going overseas yah!! This holiday was damn fun... I'm hoping that it would not end so soon... Well i guess i should stop here.. Using this phase all the time :P That all for now...
